I keep all my download zips because I'm obsessive like that. I have everything I ever downloaded as I downloaded it in a special folder which I occasionally burn on a couple of disks for safe-keeping, with my falling apart, 299 mhz piece o crapola and it's crash-happy habits I must be prepared to reinstall every so often. I share this file and so do others too I am sure. You possibly could find it by using something else like bearshare to find it in p2p. Not sure what else... There are links included hither and thither in the forums for a patch for those it expired on and then a hacked version designed to defeat that but that is only the exe by itself.