Glad to see you back. And a belated happy birthday!

I downloaded Panda earlier in year I think it was but it appeared to me to be a commercial software. I cannot recall exactly now but something I did not trust about it. I trashed the installer just some days back coincidentally.

Same company that took over BearShare hijacked ShareAza & their forums. However, the true devs for ShareAza have moved to a new forum at SourceForge.net: Shareaza / Shareaza • Index page & are continuing with version 2.4 (versions later than 3 are fakes & only connect to the same lame commercial network as Bearshare, iMesh, etc.) Shareaza • View topic - The Story: Shareaza, iMesh, RIAA, and Recent Events

The older versions of these programs (& genuine Shareaza version) continue to be used with enthusiasts helping to keep them in action with updated connection caches, etc.