Please find a balance, you spent way too much time here, let some others watch over some of it, ask for help and you may get it to take the load off, but please don't leave.
Why not back off for a week and see how it goes?
Obsession is easy with the internet.
You are one of those types of people who give things their "all" with a "project". That's a good thing, dedicated people are hard to find, but in this case the board needs to be taken with a grain of salt and balance in life is important.
A long while ago a guy told me that there are 7 things in life you have to balance, like family, religon, money, health, hobbies, and I forgot the rest, anyone know? He said to write down how much percent of time you spend on them and see how you are doing.
This board would be considered hobby.

Hope you are well, and good wishes to you.